Today, it was a very very bad day for me. I didn't know what's the matter with me. I felt no spirit, no passion and so on. it was no spirit to work. You know, when I came to my school, I felt so happy first. But when i came into the class to teach my student. I felt strange, I didn't know what should I teach. How could I start this lesson. I really really didn't know. so, i tried to teach my student with the simple work, not as usual. i just sat at the back and talked to a few students. asked them, a few questions and so on. I didn't know what happened to me, today. no passion, no spirit. but in fact, some of my friends felt the same feeling as me. I thought something happened with us today. I hope, you don't have a problem like us today. I hope you enjoy your work, your life to see the people moreover the people that you teach them. YOU ARE AS A TEACHER...!!!
Menjadi ustadz bagian dari Majelis Assatidz, Apakah Pilihan atau dipilih? Bergelar ustadz, apakah pantas bagi diriku? Mengurus diri sendiri saja aku belum beres. Kok bisa-bisanya aku dipanggil ustadz? Apakah karena sudah menjadi bagian dari Majelis Assatidz, terus sudah bisa dipanggil ustadz? Ustadz apaan aku ini? Menda’wahi diri sendiri pun kadang aku belum bisa. Menda’wahi keluarga sendiri saja aku masih belum bisa. Bagaimana mau menda’wahi orang? Meskipun ada ucapan Nabi, ‘ sampaikanlah oleh mu walau satu ayat ’. Tapi bagi ku itu bukan berarti orang lantas otomatis bisa dipanggil ustadz. Mimpi apa aku ini? Apalagi belakangan aku sendiri sudah jarang datang ke-Majelis-majelis ku. Beginikah seorang yang bergelar ustadz? Hehe…he…he… lucu rasanya! Jadi senyum-senyum sendiri aku dibuatnya.
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